Two Hunderd and nine posts later

and you have me crystallized. I feel as if I need to be embraced. Right now I need you, your touch, your warmth. I feel that I have nothing right now, I feel empty, I want to feel your arms wrapped tightly around my chest and hear you tell me that everything is fine. Do I know why I feel this way? No, I was fine a couple of minutes ago. It’s true that when you sit down and think, you start thinking about the things in the back of your head that you never want to come across. Right now these thoughts are embedded in my head which hurts to withstand them. This pain feels as strong as 10,000 claps in your head repeatedly. I hate being lonely right now, I wish someone can be with me right now, I don’t want to cry anymore, I want my boyfriend to tell me that everything will be fine.