Can I confess these things to you?

It’s nothing but a soft shock running through my body, as I’m lying on my bed in this dark bedroom talking to the unknown. Lips are speaking louder as the flame of the phoenix grows within me. Is the strong power starting to take over? I can feel my blood rushing fast, faster than a car going 140 miles per hour. I can’t feel anything anymore, I can only lay here and hope that the power wont hurt me. I have my eyes closed with the image of me flying in the night sky. Everything right now feels just right. My tense body turned relaxed to the point that any touch feels so good. Why is it that when I wake up I will be back into reality again? I kinda wish I can be away from it all for a while.