February 2012
1 post
I've been waiting for 3 months
and I finally got the job at Sephora!
January 2012
2 posts
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16 years of mechanical joy
And I know that the lines show the way.
Burn a candle for magical days
Now I know that the rest is okay.
November 2011
5 posts
fashiondailymag asked: hey, thanks for all the likes. love ur choice of music!! i have no idea what i'm listening to but would love to know. cheers, b
August 2011
1 post
Forgive me tumblr for I have sinned.
June 2011
1 post
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Lying on the edge of my gun.
You were at it again, trying to act so hard but in the end it all comes running back to you again. The distance is traumatized, seeing you standing on the opposite side of the shore building a house out of your own wounds. You’ve always seem so sure, that one day we’ll be fighting for the heart you traded for gold, you’ve always seemed so sure. Sometimes I can’t...
May 2011
3 posts
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When I gave birth this is what came out...
New addition to the family. His name is mcqueen and he is my baby<3. HAHAHA. I love the finer things in life. Tomorrow I’m expecting my louboutin alfred black shoes.
April 2011
3 posts
Let the silence settle in our bones
What happens when I say...
Playtime is fucking over? You are done.
March 2011
3 posts
Everyone has their hidden secret.
February 2011
3 posts
I kind of hate long bus rides
On my way to Pittsburgh Pennsylvania for one hell of a weekend.
Oh haii curly hair. Does Ford want me?
It Feels So Right When It's Wrong.
It’s all like a chess game; you’ve built a wall of pawns laid out in front of your vulnerable pieces. Confidently strong, you move them one by one planned accordingly, and in one blink of an eye they’re all gone. Hopelessly panicking the only way to attempt to save yourself is by carefully moving vulnerably. There was no use since your opponent devoured them all leaving just...
January 2011
3 posts
Man's gotta do what a man's gotta do. →
So of course a man has to do what a man has to do, there’s no shame to that. I’m open about it, but this is the first time letting the world know what I was watching. So it starts off in a laundry all trashy, but kinda hot and then BAM!! The funniest orgasm ever!!! Skip to 16:40. I literally died laughing when I saw this. I wonder what the top and the crew was thinking when this...
I wonder what people will say about me once I’m...
People make you think that you are a worthy individual when that’s never the case. Soon you realize that for every happy moment you always pay it with years of suffering. You know, its like you live in fear by forcing yourself to these unbreakable vows, then you ask yourself, “is it worth it?” I say, it was a glorious time waiving my scissors around not knowing what I was...
Oh how glorious
Obnoxiously laughing at your oblivious actions, realizing how your nosebleeds are surprises you haven’t caught on to. Your attempt to play incognito “depressed to impress” mind games failed this time as you try to pull someone in. Things weren’t like how they were before. But Patience, Patience, Patience, I promise you, will eventually reach out to you. Soon you would...
December 2010
3 posts
1 tag
Waltz
The rose vines start to travel slowly as I’m laying on the white winter’s grass. Starting to cover my body, I feel the thorns piercing through the small pores leaving me a peculiar numbing pain. Feeding off on the sweet blood red wine, the thorns start to soak up every memory leaving me as cold as the winters air. I think its time, as it starts to shape shift as my past life. Dancing...
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Blurbss: Disappointment
Don’t you hate it when you try to give all the help you can to a friend, going through one ear and coming out the other? I’m up to a point right now that I don’t care what they do with their life. As much as it hurts to say it but its true. You know, that person doesn’t notice it but its basically fucking our friendship over. I’m really tired of the...
November 2010
2 posts
“Only the strong will addmit there weak.”
– (via ekajniggy)
Everyday...
I repeat to myself that you are going to drown in your own misery, and I see it happening right before my eyes. The time has come for you to pay back, and I see it killing you slowly. So funny that right now you are fighting to ignore it, but we both know that deep down inside you are weak. Tisk Tisk Tisk….I shake my head to you without any trace of sympathy but more of pity. Heh, oh...
September 2010
3 posts
1 tag
Where's your ghost?
Its nothing but a passive feeling taking over my body gracefully, as I look up at the sky seeing that half of the indistinct horizon’s amidst by a skyline of memories. My intoxicated body has left me nothing but sick and tired as I feel the coldest membrane in my body shiver leaving me worn out. As the horizon becomes vivid the memories become faint; starting to realize that I’m not...
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Can I confess these things to you?
It’s nothing but a soft shock running through my body, as I’m lying on my bed in this dark bedroom talking to the unknown. Lips are speaking louder as the flame of the phoenix grows within me. Is the strong power starting to take over? I can feel my blood rushing fast, faster than a car going 140 miles per hour. I can’t feel anything anymore, I can only lay here and hope that the...
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Impaired visions
Where’s the light in your eyes? I see nothing but a blank stare. Are you still alive or has the light gone black? Where’s the love? you’ve got your head buried in the ground, can you hear me calling you or is it in too deep? You’re like a vague facade that sometimes seeps in through my mind from my pores. Why don’t you talk? Why don’t you move? Don’t...
August 2010
6 posts
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Do it again and ill see you tomorrow...
I, I see you fade away.
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Tell me how the story ends now...
Come home come see our place, our labyrinth you keep hiding…
What can I say? What do you want me to tell you?
Livin’ life, Lovin’ friends. The story’s just begun.
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Brace Yourself:
Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture ever; Best picture...
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Watchjehdsgknjnskd, I feel dead, tired, and bored!!!
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Surprise me:
you’ve been surprised.
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Oh sinner man where you running to?
The days go on and on; I said the days go on and on and where are you running to? Sinner man where are you leading me? With my questions unanswered I can’t bear to stop following you down this labyrinth you’re running in. Sinner man stop for me please, I need to catch up. Sinner man I need my answers or else my mind will blow up with deep curiosity. Where are you running to?...
July 2010
3 posts
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Its just one of those nights again
You come home from having a crazy fun night with friends out in the city, sit back and relax play some music, then a song all of a sudden comes on that reminds you of someone and makes you miss them a lot. I guess by now you guys already picked up the fact that I’m single, If not congrats you just found out something new. Other than that though my summer has been going great…better...
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Sigh
So It’s 12:20 pm and I’m sitting in my room in the dark and I haven’t found anything to do at all. The interwebzzz has gotten so boring lately that I just want to smash my computer. There is literally nothing to do on this, and I’m not the type who blogs every .5 seconds because I cant thin of things to write that quick, it usually comes to me. It’s 12:23 and...
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Two Hunderd and nine posts later
and you have me crystallized. I feel as if I need to be embraced. Right now I need you, your touch, your warmth. I feel that I have nothing right now, I feel empty, I want to feel your arms wrapped tightly around my chest and hear you tell me that everything is fine. Do I know why I feel this way? No, I was fine a couple of minutes ago. It’s true that when you sit down and think, you...
May 2010
6 posts
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I get high with your eyes like a flame
Gazing deep within my imagination, I can’t help but to find the guilty pleasure of spinning in the devils grave. I stare at him in the eye noticing all the sin hes done in the past, getting high like a flame as he gives me that fiery smile. We laugh like an abundant group of children in a playground, exchanging looks of deceit to each other. I sit and wait for him to trigger his other...
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STOP!
The clock is ticking, time is passing by. As I take a drag from this cigarette while I’m with my friend china white, there’s nothing to feel…there’s nothing to feel but the great feeling of being paper thin. “Nothing taste as good as skinny feels,” Kate Moss whispers to me in my imagination. I feel her taking over my body, I feel her pushing my stomach in....
Miles Miles Miles are shrinking by the hour
I think I found my shelter…my happiness. I know that my past blogs have been about my boyfriend except for the one under this, but I cant help it. I’m happy that hes almost back from Maine. Those 5 days without seeing him were driving me crazy and I’m happy that I’m seeing him tomorrow and Monday. I promise that my blog wont be all about him lol!!
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Untitled
Lets call it even we hear the loud voices with in, Its nothing but a frequent eco, Following us in miles and miles deep within our skin. Tainted by your love, burning from these reckless dreams, shooting me with these cryptic desires, I feel like as if I’m about to scream. You scar me with these guilty pleasures, I can’t think about how to get...
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I just wish I had the answer right now...
“If the fires out baby how your gonna keep me warm.”
Feeling a bit fragile, wishing my baby was here. I wish I wasn’t vulnerable right now…I wish a lot of things weren’t rushing through my head. I haven’t really had the time to write about this but I kind of have a problem. There’s this friend of mines, well not...
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This heat, This heat, This heat!!!!!!
I can’t stand this fucking heat right now. I’m laying in bed with both my ceiling and floor fan on and I’m dying right now. I’m happy that summer is almost here but I’m not too big on the weather. This heat right now is too ridiculous for me and I’m missing the cold. Like honestly speaking, I think I’m hotter than a woman going menopause.
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April 2010
13 posts
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Now this is fucking art
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Rainy Rainy Sober/Hungover Sunday
After coming home from Brooklyn at 5:30 in the morning from my friends apartment, I couldn’t even think about waking up in two hours and a half to go to work. Intoxicated and high I slept without drinking a glass of water, and woke up with the worst hangover of my life. It was raining and I hoped that when I called my job my manager would tell me that I didn’t have to work today but...